wedding worries

ok, i know i normally say no worries, but i'm down to 4 months to finish planning and paying for my wedding! so now, i'm starting to worry. really i have about 3 months to book and pay for everything b/c pretty much everyone wants their money about a month before the big day. while i have accomplished a lot, there is still so much to do! i have a florist to choose and book (which i think i have it figured out and will make a decision this next week), a dj to select and book, a menu to fine tune, a guest list to compile, invitations to word, print, address and send out, passports to attain, wedding bands to select and purchase... WHEW! i shouldn't have started to think about it so much! the fact that i work so much doesn't help either. i never have any free time to get anything done.

(DEEP BREATH)

now, i know that i'm the only one that will ever know every mondane detail and whether they came through or not, but i still stress over them. i need to keep focused and calm. deep breaths. make a plan and JUST DO IT! alrighty... typing about it isn't helping me get things done, so off i go to try and set up some appointments via email! i've gotta get this stuff done!

if you all could just keep telling me to breath and that it will all work out that'd be helpful. as would keeping tabs on my progress... if i have to report to someone, i'm more likely to get things done.